staying up late at night is rarely a good thing in my case
cos i nearly always get hungry
and i end up eating
and stuffing myself with food
and feeing terrible and bloated like i do now.
wich is just a hedious thing.
i feel bad and lonely
no thanks to the fact that lijie and angelo dearest have left me
gloriously sailed off and flew off to dezaru and japan respectively
leaving me here alone to fend for myself.
alright so i am just making myself sound pathetic
but its late at night and i am entitled to some self pity
and tears over a bulging tummy that refuese to go away!! *sobs

but well at a glorious time last evening with my dearest friends at nude
having a good laugh over buttery nipples and fuzzy navels
beneath glittery disco balls and glowing chandeliers
atop comfortable leather couches
i've missed our times like these

and i miss you